Its not just a normal/stupid comment. Its a comment that i felt there are thousands of people stepping on top of me. You will never feel how it is like to recieve such comments. You have never gone through the path that i had gone through. You have never been told that you are stupid, dumb, retard, etc . Rude remarks and ''special'' looks from people when you told them you are from ITE.
I'm not being sensitive or what shit but its really hurtful to get all these. Yes, i should get used to all these and felt numb when i heard all these remarks. But i just can't do it. Its not as easy as you think it is.
You said i get GPA 4 and there shouldn't be any problem coping but you will never know what will happen in future right ? When you get GPA 4 in ITE is like nothing. People will not care or what shit. People will still label you as ITE student . When you get GPA 4 in poly it means you are really something. People will love you and stuff. But what do we all get ? We get nothing.
Its not being pessimistic now but thats reality. No matter how hard we worked , its still different. Nothing much will change. I'm sick and tired of all these .Its didn't only happen once or twice but umpteen of times. I know you treat me as a very good friend and gave me advice , but its not going to work. I'm not going there.
I believe that i can excel more or even better if i'm not there.
Seriously, stressed.
Good bye.
