Thursday, October 16, 2008 ; ♥
ARGH !!!
My mood is really getting bad to worse now . I think i am going to explode anytime just like a rig that is processing out of the range . The vibration is too abnormal already and it is unstable. There are also trends which means a pattern of consistent changes in the process variable . Its not going to be good.
Okay, sorry for saying till so difficult . Simple as it is i am so freaking angry . I have not been so angry with myself for a long time already .
I'm not angry with others but myself . Doing so much for nothing . No one see it , no one cares. No one understand why am i working so hard for .
Tell ya what to those people who say that i am a show off or a suck up to the teachers .
I do everything for myself , my family and Eileen low ( i owe her alot , she helped me alot ) .
Plus ! I don't suck up to the teachers . I don't show off . If i am a show off i will never even teach you or explain the things i know to you . I didn't right? Whenever you all have a problem that you don't know or what i will try my best to help and solve it for you .
I don't suck up to the teachers . WHY DO I DO THAT ? JUST TELL ME LA, I have the ability to work alone and work well without any help from the mates . And i don't talk to teachers unless i got questions . I am not the last one to leave the class or stay with the teachers alone . I ALWAYS STAY WITH MY JIE MEIS AND ONLY MY JIE MEIS .
I don't walk around saying '' aiyo , very easy de loh . common sense . '' right ? I always say its okay try harder next time .
You all don't know me and misunderstood me for the things i did . Just what's the problem ? I really hate it . I hate people for insulting me / calling me for nothing i have done or just not who i am .
It is such an insult to me . Calling me show off and suck up .
Just who are you . To insult me like that. Just look at yourself in a mirror how good are you to insult someone .
Really angry till want to cry . But at this point of time crying = weakness. Tell ya what ! I AM NOT WEAK OKAY ! I DON'T CRY AND I WILL NEVER !
I am much stronger inside than you can imagine . I am even much stronger mentally then the boys in my class.
No matter what happens you will never see me shed a single tears . NEVER !
The more you want to bring me down , the more you can forget it .
DREAM ON .
My mood is really getting bad to worse now . I think i am going to explode anytime just like a rig that is processing out of the range . The vibration is too abnormal already and it is unstable. There are also trends which means a pattern of consistent changes in the process variable . Its not going to be good.
Okay, sorry for saying till so difficult . Simple as it is i am so freaking angry . I have not been so angry with myself for a long time already .
I'm not angry with others but myself . Doing so much for nothing . No one see it , no one cares. No one understand why am i working so hard for .
Tell ya what to those people who say that i am a show off or a suck up to the teachers .
I do everything for myself , my family and Eileen low ( i owe her alot , she helped me alot ) .
Plus ! I don't suck up to the teachers . I don't show off . If i am a show off i will never even teach you or explain the things i know to you . I didn't right? Whenever you all have a problem that you don't know or what i will try my best to help and solve it for you .
I don't suck up to the teachers . WHY DO I DO THAT ? JUST TELL ME LA, I have the ability to work alone and work well without any help from the mates . And i don't talk to teachers unless i got questions . I am not the last one to leave the class or stay with the teachers alone . I ALWAYS STAY WITH MY JIE MEIS AND ONLY MY JIE MEIS .
I don't walk around saying '' aiyo , very easy de loh . common sense . '' right ? I always say its okay try harder next time .
You all don't know me and misunderstood me for the things i did . Just what's the problem ? I really hate it . I hate people for insulting me / calling me for nothing i have done or just not who i am .
It is such an insult to me . Calling me show off and suck up .
Just who are you . To insult me like that. Just look at yourself in a mirror how good are you to insult someone .
Really angry till want to cry . But at this point of time crying = weakness. Tell ya what ! I AM NOT WEAK OKAY ! I DON'T CRY AND I WILL NEVER !
I am much stronger inside than you can imagine . I am even much stronger mentally then the boys in my class.
No matter what happens you will never see me shed a single tears . NEVER !
The more you want to bring me down , the more you can forget it .
DREAM ON .
Labels: Get lost, retard, Tired
