Wednesday, June 4, 2008 ; ♥
Know what i just heard people .
My beloved teacher low had just announce to me that my marks for this module which means the paper that i had just taken recently , i did not score very well . Which means i did pass ( heng ah ) but not on the high side .
Gosh , does she have to tell me after the exam when i am still very high in my mood . Right now i am really being beaten to the bottom . My self esteem had gone to the very bottom of the point where i may become bonkers .
Seriously, how am i going to cope for the rest of the 1 month holiday? I may live in despair . Okay, for me , scoring marks that are way below my expectations or maybe results that may cause my love ones or people who loves me to become disappointed will really cause me to become guilty for no reason , for me to become despair . Really no mood to enjoy liao .
What had become of me? Really , i had been asking this question over and over again . Why am i becoming like that? You know what i told her ? I told her that '' maybe lady luck is not on my side ? '' Gosh , you may think that i still can joke with her . But seriously serious , i am serious . I got no mood to joke now .
Lady luck is not on my side . :((
I really , sincerely hoped that the overall for my results are not that bad . At least met my expectations and her ( low ) expectations. Well , i think the expectations between us are the same . I really sincerely hoped it is better . I beg you lord .
:((
My beloved teacher low had just announce to me that my marks for this module which means the paper that i had just taken recently , i did not score very well . Which means i did pass ( heng ah ) but not on the high side .
Gosh , does she have to tell me after the exam when i am still very high in my mood . Right now i am really being beaten to the bottom . My self esteem had gone to the very bottom of the point where i may become bonkers .
Seriously, how am i going to cope for the rest of the 1 month holiday? I may live in despair . Okay, for me , scoring marks that are way below my expectations or maybe results that may cause my love ones or people who loves me to become disappointed will really cause me to become guilty for no reason , for me to become despair . Really no mood to enjoy liao .
What had become of me? Really , i had been asking this question over and over again . Why am i becoming like that? You know what i told her ? I told her that '' maybe lady luck is not on my side ? '' Gosh , you may think that i still can joke with her . But seriously serious , i am serious . I got no mood to joke now .
Lady luck is not on my side . :((
I really , sincerely hoped that the overall for my results are not that bad . At least met my expectations and her ( low ) expectations. Well , i think the expectations between us are the same . I really sincerely hoped it is better . I beg you lord .
:((
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