Wednesday, May 28, 2008 ; ♥






Have a really bad new to announce here .
My rabbit passed away yesterday morning . My sister cried like hell loh . I didn't cry la . I don't know why my tears just welled up in my eyes but tears just cant come out . I don't know whats wrong with me nowadays . I really do felt like crying hard and cry to sleep but i just cant do it . No matter how sad i am when i felt like crying, no tears flow out . It is like freeze there .
Alot of things happened to me . Not really good things though . But i am still looking forward for the better . My dear old rabbit who is already 7 years old and he is a damn fat and blur rabbit who will always make you say '' aiyo , you so cute la '' to him . He will never fail to put a smile on your face whenever you see him , no matter if it is another crappy stuff he did or something cute .
Even though, i seldom hug him or talk to him but whenever i am free , like going to the kitchen i will just scream his name '' LUCKY !! '' And his cute little ears will just pop up ! As if he really know his name . He is such a cute little rabbit you know .
You know his favourite place to be is outside his cage ( anywhere outside his cage ) . He can just walk freely in our house you know . Because he knows when he needs the toilet he will just run to his cage . You know there is once my mother knows that he urgently needs a toilet and she purposely blocked his way and you know what he did ? He just ran though my mother's leg and ran to his cage . ISN'T HE CUTE? I am not trying to promote how clever my rabbit is but he is really a very clever rabbit but he also got his blur times la .
Then there is once when it is time for him to go back to his cage ( bed time ) , he will just hop back to his cage and kick hard on the cage door and the door will just shut . He is like closing his own door you know . Then he also got his son , his son will just follow him whenever he go . His son is not as brave as he is . His son is more handsome then cute .
Now that he is gone . I will never forget him as an friend ,as an brother . I still remember he loves to disturb me because i am quite afraid of him . Then there is once i sit on the floor watching TV and when i was totally into the program , i felt something pulling my corner of the shirt . And you know who it is ? My beloved rabbit . Sitting beside me , pulling my shirt and then when i look at him he turn away watching TV too . Then later i scream '' argh !!!!!! '' He quickly hopped away ( in a very fast speed you know ) .
How cute can a little rabbit can get ?
Anyway, today i hardly speak to anyone in school. I just dont felt like talking . I'm really tired . Super tired to be actual . Finally tomorrow there will not have any test until next monday . Phew , finally i can take a breather .
Tomorrow i still have the Taiwan meeting thingy . Sianz.
Then erm, i still have to do the reflection on the trip we had gone to yesterday . :((
But at least something makes me brighter today . I brought a pair of new shoes. Well you know it is the kind of shoe that i always wanted . Due to my enormous foot , i always had a hard time looking for it . BUT ! today i found it !! YEAH !! SIZE 9 ! WHOA !! It is Kappa one la . The kind of girly girly pumps that the girls are wearing . Yeah !! I got that shoe . HAHA.
I know it is a bit crazy of me being so excited as it is just only a pair of shoe but you will never know how a big foot girl like me will felt when i finally got the pair of shoe i wanted for a very long time .
LOL.
And by the way, i got my new passport . Shopped with my mother at bugis . Long time didn't go shopping with her alone . Went to eat kfc . :)) Shop here and there . :)) And i also got the blood red nail polish from the face shop . :))
Somehow , i felt better after the shopping and the walking and the talking with my mother.
Okay, end now .
BYE .
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